Saturday, October 30, 2010
The Winds of Change
This week the infamous Santa Ana winds were blowing on Wednesday. Whenever the winds blow hard the phrase “the winds of change” comes to mind and probably even more so this week because we anticipated that there might be changes coming down the pike at work.
With the economy continuing to tank and folks losing their jobs and remaining out of work for extended periods of time…I always have in the back of my mind the possibility that a work layoff could be in my future. Each day, it makes me so grateful to have a job…and not take it for granted. It reminds me that every good and perfect gift, employment and the ability to perform the work, is a gift from my heavenly Father above. I’m also mindful to be thankful for today what God has given me and try to be faithful through His power and strength.
While we anticipated the strong possibility of changes coming at work…we didn’t know exactly when, who or how many folks might be effected. I was praying in the weeks and days leading up to this time and I’m so grateful that God gave me such a sense of peace regarding my work situation. I had peace with the thought that I might be let go and I gratitude if I was permitted to keep my job.
Thankfully work has been very busy, so there wasn’t any time to waste being preoccupied with thoughts of “what if”. Instead all of us were working hard to keep up.
When praying about work, I found that my will was fully submitted to God’s will for the situation. This time around I wasn’t dictating to God what I thought was the best outcome. I had been through similar circumstances four years ago and handled it much differently. But this time…I was absolutely at peace with whatever happened. God had indeed given me the peace that passes all understanding. My husband Chris was praying that by God’s mercy my job might be spared so that we would continue to be able to meet our financial obligations without undue stress. However, I continued to pray for God’s will to be done. It almost felt like if I prayed that my job would be spared, I was in essence praying for my co-workers to lose their jobs. So instead, I prayed for God’s will to be done.
I praise God for the peace that He gave me…absolutely trusting in His will and plan. I was confident that God knows my future and my friends and co-workers future…and He has a good and perfect plan for each our lives that He is working out. I may not always understand why God permits certain circumstances...but in heaven it will all be made clear.
While I anticipated changes…I didn’t know the exact day they would hit. Just in case I would be let go, I ordered my prescriptions while I still had a job and insurance coverage.
This week that fateful day came…a little earlier than I expected. It was a hard day as people whom I consider friends were laid off. It didn’t seem to make any sense who was laid off because I knew the great work they did and the positive attitude they brought to work every day. It was a hard and sad day.
When the dust started to settle, I went to lunch and called Chris. I told him that it had been a very hard and ugly day, but that his prayers had been answered. At the end of the day…I still had a job.
A number of folks talked about having “survivor’s guilt” and not understanding why good people were let go when others still had jobs. I guess to some degree I felt that way.
I’m certain with the new responsibilities that I will have due to the recent layoffs, it will cause me to depend upon God even more. There is no way that I could manage it on my own strength and might.
When I pray each day…there has been an ongoing list of people whom I’ve been praying for regarding their employment situation. Now my prayer list has greatly expanded. But I know my God is faithful. He is merciful and pours out His loving kindness on each of us. I pray that the God of all comfort will draw each of these people near and reveal Himself as Jehovah Jira the God who provides for all our needs.
Things won’t be the same at work and I’m already missing the people I worked with each day. Oh Lord…cause me to depend upon You more, be filled with gratitude and faithful in prayer.
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